Nicotine Queen
I eat till I’m sick
So maybe I’m sick
Nobody has to know
I rarely sleep
Cuz I’m a real creep
Nobody has to know
And my reflection Is a stranger
And I’m in danger
Of freaking out and shooting down
What we’re talking about
And it’s ok I guess
I won’t say I’m depressed
Cuz then I’ll sound like every other pissed off teen
So pass on down my nicotine queen
And I’m twenty one
And I still live with my mom
Nobody has to know
And I hate life
and I really want to die
Nobody has to know
So I buy bow ties
And try to try to just grow up
And I eat too much and I drink too much
And I make myself throw up
And I know my life’s a mess
but I won’t say I’m depressed
Cuz then I’ll sound like every other pissed off teen
So pass on down my nicotine queen
In a dream I have you to hold
In a dream I had you to hold
But this is real life so you left me in the cold
And all I wanted was to just grow old
With someone like you
Someone who is just like you
And I know my life’s a mess
But I won’t say I’m depressed
Cuz then I’ll sound like every other pissed off teen
So pass on down my nicotine queen
Cuz I’m just being real
Because I don’t know how to feel
Without sounding like every other pissed off teen
So pass on down my nicotine queen